i WILL jump on this bandwagon.

i dont see why i cant post once a day. It's not like i did much of anything yesterday. i also dont see why im so obsessed with trying to start a blog... it's not like anyone is reading it. oh well.
so i finished my paper chains yesterday =D and i made a video. here's the pics...


In other news my roommate's car wouldnt start so we couldnt get to work this morning. grrrr. i was so bored all day. this is the product of all the boredness...

Procrastion will not win me over

Alright I know Ive posted something already today. But I'm gonna say some more.
I finished my paper chain canopy tonight =) ...finally after working on it for a month. Also I did some other things but you can see those in the pictures I will hopefully be posting tomorrow.

I went for a walk today and made a video from some clips I took. Sorry its a tad bit depressing, but that's just how it is here.

Anyway I'm going to finish knitting my scarf, clean the bathroom, and watch 500 days of summer yet again. here's the video. comments and subscribers on youtube would be lovely =)

Woaaahh there

So I totally forgot this blog existed. I have started and neglected so many. I should track down and delete them all... and maybe even re-post the other entries on this one.... idk. I don't think I have anything interesting written on them anyways.

I'm skipping church again. Sure I feel guilty, but I feel even more exhuasted this morning and I'm really scared about getting sick before nutcracker. I had nightmares about it last night. Besides, going to church here is like having your first day at a new school... every week.
First I have to find a ride. The woman that is supposed to give me rides is always out of town so I have to call up people I hardly know. Explaining to them where I live always takes forever for some reason and then I must endure the awkward car ride. Usually the conversation turns into an interrogation with the same questions everyone else asks.... "Where do you go to school?" "Youre not going to school?!" "Are you going to go to college?" "So does dance take up most of your time?" "I bet it's really hard" "When's your next recital?" I hate it when people call performances recitals. It makes me feel like a toddler.
Once I get to church I have to find someone to sit with... usually I sit with another girl my age and her family... but then I get strange looks and feel like an intruder.
Once the meetings start I'm fine, but the meetings never last long enough. Soon enough they're over and random middle aged women end up tracking me down and introducing themselves. They always start off by saying "You're the dancer right?" and then the interrogation questions begin. Sometimes I want to make up rediculous answers and see the shocked looks on their faces, but I'm always still too sleepy to bother.
I dont think church is supposed to be that way. I can't wait to go home. Sure, it will still be awkward with everyone welcoming me back, but at least my family and friends will be there. I'm getting so home sick. One more week until I leave. It can't come soon enough.

Today's been a long day, and it's not even half way done.

Things are going slow. It's gray out side. That may have something to do with it. I don't have good days when it's cloudy.
I found an old CD of mine and have been listening to it all morning while doing school work and filing out job applications. I love these songs.

Here's the track list:
Drops of Jupiter, Train
Calling on Angels, Train
Sunny Came Home, Shawn Colvin
Breath 2 a.m., Anna Nalick
Yellow, Coldplay
Thank You, Dido
Standing Still, Jewel
You were meant for me, Jewel
Torn, Natalie Imbruglia
As the world falls down, David Bowie (the labyrinth. amazing movie.)

Ah. This songs bring back old emotions. I guess I'm feeling rather nostalgic today.

Hello Blogger

So I've started blogs before, but never actually posted more then 2 post. I'm hoping this time will be a success.
I'm a growing girl learning about life. I have strong beliefs and don't mind sharing my opinion. Creativity is my outlet so most of my posts will probably involve things I've made or written. I'm not a good writer, but I enjoy doing it. Ballet is my passion and I'm training to become a pro ballet dancer.
I love feedback and comments so please feel free to leave some!